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What Band could you be in? by xdrumr_luvrx182
Band Name	Incubus
you play	piano/keyboard
Fans	ask to give you head
you	think you can fly
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You will Play in this band until	June 15, 2028
This person thinks you are hott	_optimissed
This person thinks your band sucks	lace_face87
This person is your only band groupie	interno_vuoto
This person wants to fuck you	laurenxxx
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♥ The past few days have been pretty stressful. I can't even remember when the last time I wrote was! Hmmm...Well, Monday went by okay I suppose. I think I went over to my brother's house and hung out there all day. I came home and talked to Jason and Brad. Another awkward moment. Why? Because they were talking to each other and getting along. Then Brad had a "bad feeling" so he logged off.

♥ Tuesday sucked arse like whoa. I went to the doctors and stuff. I slept for about a half hour...neat. I was told that if I don't start my periods then I'm probably going to have to see a specialist if I ever want to have kids. I just "love" my 20's so far. She asked me the retarded questions again like: "Do you go to school?" and "What's your major?" Those stupid questions make me feel even more uncomfortable. I was sore for the rest of the day and I started my birth control that day. Later that night I talked to Jason and Brad again. Brad and I had a long, very emotional conversation. We both agreed that it was best we didn't talk to each other anymore. So we said our goodbyes and I put him on ignore...and cried. It's a shame I had to lose such a great friend. At least we left on good terms. Then a little while after that Jason came out and told me that he loves me. That was the best thing I've heard in a long long time. Then finally I went to sleep at about 8:30 AM, after Jason logged off and I sang to him (not in that order).

♥ Today was great. I went over to my brother's house and watched TV and reflected on the night before. I came to terms with everything and realized that it's all for the best. I'm very happy I found Jason. He's brought out the best in me again. The me that hid away for so long. I'm starting to draw again, write again...I feel half way decent for once. I love him a lot. I can't wait to go see him in December, then move in next summer. Hopefully it goes by quickly.

♥
Jessie